{"id":215,"date":"2006-06-27T22:02:34","date_gmt":"2006-06-28T05:02:34","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"2007-11-05T15:28:08","modified_gmt":"2007-11-05T19:28:08","slug":"where_ve_you_been_girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sarahdopp.com\/blog\/2006\/where_ve_you_been_girl\/","title":{"rendered":"Just trying to evolve&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"juiz-outdated-message jodpm-top\">Heads up, this content is 20 years old. Please keep its age in mind while reading.<\/div><p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sarahdopp.com\/images\/hair.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sarahdopp.com\/images\/hair.jpg\" align=\"right\" hspace=\"10\" width=\"50\" \/><\/a>I know you&#8217;re all on the edge of your seats, checking this website every day (or maybe staring at its node on your super-fancy RSS aggregator), wondering what the heck I&#8217;m up to these days.  &#8216;Cuz it&#8217;s a pretty good bet that if I&#8217;m going a few weeks at a time between entries, my &#8220;real world&#8221; life is packed full and bursting at the seams with some pretty neat stuff.<\/p>\n<p>First of all, yes, I did go to New Hampshire for a month. It was wonderful and relaxing &#8212; I saw many friends, and spent plenty of time with family.  I sat in a rocking chair on the porch of an old farmhouse and watched the trees.  I swam in lakes.  I screamed at the ocean.  I told stories around campfires.  I stood on the top of a mountain.  I bought candy at a store that still sells things for a penny.  I surprised the heck out of my mother by showing up several days early, in a wig, on Mother&#8217;s Day.  I heard poetry.<\/p>\n<p>Second of all, yes, I&#8217;m back in San Francisco now, and I love it here.  Some people were apparently under the impression that I was <em>moving<\/em> back to New Hampshire.  Let me set you straight right now: <strong>that&#8217;s not going to happen.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Third, yes, I&#8217;m working again (am I ever!) &#8212; and while I&#8217;d love to hear about your awesome new project, chances are I can&#8217;t help you with it for a couple of months if you&#8217;re not already on my backlog list.  And for those of you who <em>are<\/em> already on my backlog list, rest assured, I will get it all done.  I just did a headcount, and I&#8217;m working on eight websites right now.  EIGHT!  Some are bigger and more urgent than others, but they&#8217;re all on my desk.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been another period of chaos recently as I&#8217;ve tried to grapple with both the Big Picture and the Daily Details&#8230; but I&#8217;m feeling in control now, and going merrily with the flow.  <strong>And can I tell you a secret?\u00c2\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I know what I&#8217;m working for now.  I&#8217;ve nailed down The Dream into tangible terms:  <em>I&#8217;m amassing skills and resources to become a Producer of Projects.<\/em>  Our lives are made up of projects.  The urgent ones get done, and the important ones often die from lack of support.  I can&#8217;t tell you how many times people have come to me and described things they&#8217;d really love to do or create, but don&#8217;t believe that it&#8217;s possible.  I&#8217;m becoming the one who makes it possible.  I knew this excessive optimism would come in handy someday&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>(<strong>And you&#8217;re probably wondering about the picture on this entry.<\/strong> This is you watching me evolve.  Click it for a bigger version.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Heads up, this content is 20 years old. 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